Miss my home

>living on the edge
sh*t my class starts at 12 and I'm the only girl in this computer shop grrr! mali ako ng pasok na computer shop! its now 9 in the morning and i'm getting sick of the thought that there's only two of us (may dumating na isa pang girl! yippeee!) para akong nasa aquarium na puno ng sharks tapos ako lang mag-isa yung fish. anyway....

>school days

it's my fourth week in school and I'm still thinking about shifting next sem. I'm getting used to this being-a-nurse stuff, chem labs (i love mixing chemincals hehehe...), riding PUB's and PUJ's , mrt and lrt from paranaque to manila (getting wasted sometimes is a good feeling) hehehe... but I still can't accept the fact that I'm living with my AUNT and not with my MOM... i really miss her.

I went to my mom's office last saturday, but before I could my mom had to ask my tita if she would allow me to go (ggrrrrrr!!), It was a good thing she permitted me to go. her officemate talked to me and told me to join the try-outs in badminton in our school since I'm just in the first sem of my first year maybe i could still balance my academics with my co-curricular. so I went to the athletic's office earlier this day and to my dismaythe information person said that it would be difficult for me cause he saw me wearing my nursing unifrom and if I join the team it would affect one of my subjects every MWF aside from the fact that they finish at around 7pm. (arrrgggg!!!)

>ROBOT

yesterday was my first day to cook rice since my tita's maid went home for some personal reason. I arrived dat around 6:20 pm and got the keys from were my tita hid it earlier. I opened the door dropped my bags and started with my duties (cook for dinner and feed the dog). As i went outside the house I cleaned the pans then when I had to go in... IT WAS LOCKED. I was locked form the outsdide the badthing was I left the key inside my room but the good thing was the window in my room was open and like a thief I opened the window screen by force and got a rod of a mop, a fork and some skills to get the key heheheh... thank God I'm too strong for a girl (as my friends used to say). relieved I opened the door and carried the key anywhere I went (I don't wanna repeat my mistake haahahahahaah).

>still lucky
for the short time i've been in manila travelling, i've seen places, people and things that made me realize how lucky I am that I'm not in that situation. STILL LUCKY that I eat three time a day (even if I eat alone), LUCKY that I have A comfy Bed to sleep at night, LUCKY that I go to school, LUCKY that I don't have to beg for alms to be alive the next day, LUCKY that I have my family, LUCKY that I can still have the things that i Want and LUCKY that I still believe in HIM. There are some things in this life that I still don't understand, but like what they say "you don't know what you've got till it's gone", I pray that I don't come to the point that I don't have anything or anyone to realize what I have to realize (i'm getting redundant). bye for now.