just this crazy stories of girl learning how to survive this somewhat cruel world... and finding happiness i think...

Wednesday, December 21, 2005

an absolutely abnormal life

yeheee!!! I'm back again!!!!


well what should i say?? ahihhi... I'm happy to be back and be able to type out my feelings again. ahihih...

after a heartbreaking break-up with my x-BOYFRIEND well... i found someone!!! whaahaahaha... pero hindi para palitan kagad yung dati... para lang mawla yung feelings ko sa kanya. but I guess I'm too lovable, coz i think he accidentally fellin love with me, according to him that is. but here I am again why is it after I'm finished with a relationship someone just pops-up and POOff he becomes coco krunch... just kiddin', no what I'm tryin to say is, someone just comes into my life without any notice and becomes part of my life get it? but here's the catch when the time comes that I'am actually falling for that guy... Mr. Xbf comes back and decides to ruin my life again??!!! (stupid men, why does it take them months to decide on one situation??!!) anyway... his name is???? secret!!! hehehe... i call him paper doll... well for a certain reason... i don't know. i just happen to hear that song on our PC and the next I know is it's playing on my mind over and over again.. LSS(last song syndrome). I can't say anything predictable right now but i think we're gonna click. he plays badminton triple times as good as I do and he's a cry baby ahihihi.... well... i gotta go nothing much to say.... chow!!

Thursday, December 01, 2005

the unpredictable

hell week... damn!!! unpredictable yung week na toh! haay!!! i never imagined life to be this way... stressful.


kung tatanungin nio ko kung bakit ako nagtatalog sa blog ko hehehe... english week kase ngaun at SUPER sawa na kong magenglish lalo na ang malimit kong kausap this week yung english teacher ko, na kapag kianausap mo na tagalog mappahiya ka lang wahahahahee!!!!...

unpredictable- means unxepectable things that happen... umm sa tagalog hindi mo aaakailaing mangyayari pero nangyari...
I never thought i would the representative of our class for the extemporaneous speech. *si karl kase ung dpat na representative namin umabsent BADTRIP!!!). being chosen well umm... proud but, I must admit I'm t that good in speaking the universal language. I even stutter sometimes when i run out of words... ahihihi... but when my adviser talked to me he gave me confidence that i can do it!! (kahit na alam kong mejo binobola na niya ako) ahihihi... kinatapusan... ako na nga yung representative... their last resort( I hate it whe they do that!! i feel like being harassed well not literally).

broken apart.

umm... i just got into a relationship pero... umm.. as expected ako na naman yung may kasalanan kung bakit kami CF ahihih... I'm so stupid. hindi xe ako marunong magpasensya... palagi naman.. maybe that's why i can't have a BF more than a year... i once had, pero hindi na anaulit cguro dahil nakakadala na. (long distance relationship).

dito ako ngayon sa TG first ay hindi 2nd time pala. ahihihi... i feel much better now that i shared my heart ahces and things that are popping out of my mind.. problems( projects,assignments, and Rship) things like that.

i realized...

minsan hindi pala dpat lahat ng bagay prinoproblema dba? I mean what good would it bring? (tama ba?) ahihihi... and the distance between two people that have a you know somewhat "connection" well... kahit ayaw mo hindi maiiwasang mamiss mo cya... kahit na magkatabi lang kami ng classroom( funny hehe?!) I still love him. and maybe another reason for me why i dont want it to end this way. (katulad nung kay V-tec ). happy now kahit mejo madrama yung nagawa kong post dito sa blog ko aheheh..


ei kuya if your readin' this please!!!! i beg you!! don't tell mom bout it!!! you know who she reacts with this things... super protective siya sakin and feeling niya ako na yung last hope... haay....

geh gtg chow!!!! -kitkat_pooh@yahoo.com-